I do feel paranoid with Stephanie's character and I obviously can't solve the puzzle where it seems I have been fired since day 1, and at the end, Stephanie works at Rockport for the Trump name.
I am still confident in myself, but not so ridiculous to say I am more sophisticated and/or with a more complex intelligence. With numerous issues, pretentiousness and arrogance of others is one of them and even though I am queen of my own world, I still like to try to be humble when up against others who may be more sophisticated than me.
I really do not see the ultimate agenda of the show or what it is the Trumps are looking for and seeking.
In this specific episode, I am still puzzled in itself. I could see some of the ties that were being made, but I still consider it to be Matrix manipulation. It was a definite twisted contradiction when I said: "I am nobody's entertainment ot TV," as Jr had mentioned. It was really in a real workplace where I said it where it was relevant. It wasn't really verbalized to literally demand me to be entertaining, but when it came to competing in the specific workplace I am at, I am literally there to work and to be competitive over who is the best entertainer should not be a priority, focus, and really has no relevance to the job. This is how I am perplexed, and maybe he is just BSing about it not having any "common sense." There is no equal or adequate connection in comparison.
I take it as a major compliment though where he says I am being honest. I think character and ethics is a high priority, but it is among other priorities as well that I think I mentioned in an earlier blog of what I think is most important in my world.
I'm really not surprised with Stuart's comments. .............writing him off.....
In trying to see the complete picture of the show; I don't know why I am there. I don't know what the agenda is. I can't see the big picture. I do not understand it.
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