Monday, December 6, 2010

Catching Up

I go through periods where it ranges how busy I am. Lately, I have been very busy. I still caught up on the last two episodes of the Apprentice show.

I reflected back on Pine Street yesterday while brainstorming in my wondering mind and I remember some things I had said years and years ago during my breakdown. I was angry and yelled at Josh and said that he was fired, or something along those lines. I did not realize how heavily I was being watched and still to this day do not understand, even back then, the people who were involved in my life and whatever reason it was that they watched me for. Anyway, very soon after I made the statement that Josh was fired, Trump came out with his show of the Apprentice where "You're Fired," is one of his most famous lines on the show. Maybe his family was just picking on me at the time. I really do not know, but I guess they thought it might have been funny or entertaining enough to carry on the line of "You're Fired." Several years later, I still do not see or understand the complete picture in my life.

Staying focused on just the show itself, I'm curious to see it to the end. In episode 11, there is not really a lot I have to discuss. It gives info though to keep up with the entire season's story.
I thought episode 12 was a little more entertaining. I was surprised to see that they brought back the entire cast, and in these last few episodes, I will not be able to see this Thursday's because I will be at my job. I will rewatch it though. Anyway, I still have yet to know everyone's identity that is in my world. Clint kind of looks like my cousin a little bit, but my guess could be off.
I'm not surprised and bothered with the religious box that I am put in. I don't know who writes the script. If Mahsa speaks for herself, it is for her sake that I don't condone. As for whoever is responsible for presenting me, I am mad, because even though it is still a show for entertainment, my reputation in business is still on the line. I feel like I am being labeled as being religious-based in business. I think there are definitely hawks out there who do not have an over all balanced perspective that just wait for me to say something that regards religion in some way to paint me to be some kind of religious nut. The pigeon holing and boxing once again bothers me.
They did acknowledge though that I do defend myself and may be wrong in interpretation of the mispelling, but I think they may be trying to tell me back that they acknowledge my thoughts in another argument as well even though it is not clearly broadcast.

Kathy Griffin. I have not really been paying attention to her a lot on her in the media. I pick up on some pieces of info in the media and I think she is part of the booby battle. I can see how people in high school or maybe even relentless or desperate women competing over a man with using the boob issue as part of their competition may use boobs to argue over something. However, it really isn't an agenda that I would choose to argue with.
Even though Kathy and other people may be favored or have a majority vote, I really have already lost respect for them and their crowd to make the booby battle such a huge argument. When I get in a serious fight, I use relevant and practical info in my battles. I use truthful info to back up my arguments.
I think its a trashy idea altogether regardless of how much class a person may present boobs to literally go to a war and make such a huge issue over breast size.
Regardless of the winner or "loser," I have already lost respect and think people are so sick with anger to use this low of a strategy for their war to win whatever.

I am curious to see how this last episode will go through and will have to catch up with it on another day to see how it works out.

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