Yes, you know you have some of my attention. I think you are also aware your show is 2 hours long. None-the-less, I am around. hmmmmmm........... how to approach this time...........
Right now, it looks like a lot of rehashing with some things. I'm not 100% sure who the characters are and how I am being looked at by you. I'm calling myself anorexic to a number of things regardless of your shotcalling. ~That is thinking outside the grid~ haha. Unless there was some intentional quick editing done to some word play, when I originally called myself an "iso," it wasn't meant to be based on the term in Tron. It was an interesting movie, and had nice graphics. Forget what my original term was......
There really isn't a lot of new things on my end. I can't say much about my job demands right now because I am in the process, and it is up in the air too much to give more input. So, my primary complaint can't be complained about presently.
If Jon is floating around in your grid or game right now; I'm anorexic to whatever relationship could be going on. You may be giving a hint that the worst has already happened to Jon, but I have serious doubts. I don't necessarily see you as my dog either where I expect you to sick him. It's true that he is far more abusive and aggressively violent than you and your sons have ever been, but still I've seen the choices you've already made. You guys are no more of an enemy than he is. I have been disappointed in your judgement.
Right now, I'll be a little more approaching to Eric. He has already given me a hint to a previous blogger that he has had a share with. Again, despite your linear grid, just because I may have crushed on someone at one time, doesn't mean everything lasts forever. Coqueto Sam is an enemy for several reasons. I feel creeped out by him and the least he should have done was cut down on some chauvenism a little and be a little more acknowledging that I think he is a creep and his company isn't welcome with me. As long as Eric identifies himself through Sam, he is almost the same enemy, but I'm sure Eric has his snowflake ways too.
Now, maybe you guys could be gung-ho hardcore with your linearism where I am still summed up as a pretty vulnerable adult. While I would agree with you to some extent; I know some things I've already said to some people for myself whether or not it will ever be acknowledged or not. I know you have associations with Kim, but she is seriously a morbid, rapist enemy of mine. There is no need to have a lying self-composure. But, amongst your other confusion, I do notice you want me to stay confused rather than have any kind of confrontation or recognition. I refuse to be terrified by you. If you guys are seriously conspiring or provoking Katie's tough man loverboy friend (I think his name is Jeremy) to rape me, I dare you to keep trying to conspire or provoke. If he gets away with rape I will still scream and not back down.
I can't see all of the drama that is going on. If there is something that you demand for me to catch on to or hear, you will have to be a little louder and stressing if there is something you are stressing to get across to me.
Monday, March 11, 2013
Monday, May 2, 2011
Apprentice and Random News Response
The past couple of shows have caught my attention, yet still feel very out of the loop. I really am trying. Too many people. Too much info. Limited memory space. Uncertain of definite people and actual agenda's and stories. I still have to watch last week's episode again.
I have yet to watch Tron too.
It is great that Bin Laden is dead. I watched so much and then I dozed off. I did catch up on the ending though of today's episode.
I laughed when Trump said it could be taken in so many different ways when Hope got fired.
I really want to talk more about it all. There is some compliment there even though we do not have identical looks, I take it as a compliment to have some comparison for both Hope and Latoya.
As for the rest of the women, there is still confusion. I sometimes see a little of myself in them and don't know if I'm really being systematically exaggerated with or what the agenda is of people I am with. I know it is not completely about me, but am aware that you are probably reaching some people in my world where you can say some things too, but I still feel left out of the loop.
Back to Latoya and Hope. I get some gist of it, but may have a misunderstanding or foggy interpretation of what it is that may be said. When Latoya was brought back in the scene, she had the Audrey Hepburn kind of persona. I take it as a compliment too, but even though there is some pages being read and acknowledgements made, I'm not quite sure we really are on the same page.
I definitely feel less demonized.
I definitely have felt demonized and wrongly accused before with the way some people have looked at me.
I wonder if some stars and actors really take themselves as a serious structured symbol or if they still personalize themselves?
I can see how her name and profession could be used within the bigger matrix for or against people and how other people could be tested off of her stardom.
I don't take back the 4th amendment.
I really am not out to demonize Latoya or Hope. I think it is possible that other people could see me in Latoya. I did throw a fit about being labeled as "a toy," or not taken seriously. I also cheered Akio Toyada on whenever there were Toyoda recalls. I'm already labeled as bipolar and crazy and have few chances of being taken seriously anyway, so hey, why not have my fit and cheer Akio on?
Have a mudpie:
I still do complain about the unfairness of it all when it comes to honesty, being taken seriously, and crime and punishment.
So, whether I suffer more cruel and unusual punishment or not, it is a great time to take advantage of my bipolar label.
Back to the subject.
I still don't know how I am ultimately labeled or viewed.
Through my independent jungle woman time, I still am pretty difficult to deal with. Sometimes, it still depends where I am, or I internally change my rules altogether if someone ever were to catch up in conversation one day to see what's happening.
Before, I really did not mind having female friends. I thought it was ok and normal. I really have had talk and debates literally about talking and friendships and relationships. One guy is hardcore into believing there is no such thing as women being friends. I can see that now.
I think it could be possible of me having distant friendships, but to ever be close or best friends with anyone again, no. After my life experiences, it just doesn't seem possible.
So, for Latoya to buddy up and teaming up with the guys, I could see myself as being that way. If I break someone else's rules of dating scene, groupology, friendships, I don't care. I still love my independence that much.
I did think Lil Jon was pretty fun in this episode. I don't know if he is connected to Jon Stewart though. If so, there are no shares in my book.
......Sticking with the subject. I don't know if there is being more asked, or if I should be expected to say more about the subject of workplace ethics.
Even in my own work experiences, even though I have not dated a coworker at places, I still sometimes feel interrupted through socialism in the workplace.
I don't really redirect it back at the fact that this is a small town.
I would rather keep bickering and say I see organized crime and corrupt socialism where I feel I can never win.
It is when I voice my opinion and make my own judgement, that there is a competition of judgement where I feel I am being demonized and accused of the "Hooker," label even though there is nothing to back it up and I know for myself that it is a lie.
Literally, none of the Trumps demonized her. She is seen as a playmate and there is a difference between playmates and hookers. I see it as being payed as an exhibitionist in the X-Rated world, even though there is no said literal sex going on.
They simply fired her, and there was no serious drama and she walked away.
In my own personal view, I don't think she should be doomed for life for a profession she chose in a period of her life. I'm a little worn out with all of the political talk and it is for her to worry about.
As for Latoya? I see a different perspective, but still confusion and no clear answer. She really doesn't have the reputation of a strip model that I'm aware of: she's known in the Jackson family. I still feel though, if I am being questioned personally, someone is either begging the question or there is some sort of hidden agenda that I don't get yet. Or there is some hidden drama and avoidance. Maybe there is a promotion or encouragement for other people that there is nothing wrong with being a modern day Audrey Hepburn. Maybe the Trump family wants to say old fashioned people or some sort of innocence about them should not have to die or be ignored. Maybe they should be appreciated still and that "getting with the times," is not taken so literally and that some aspects and parts of history is not wrong to repeat.
I don't know.
I'm brainstorming out loud.
As for Chuck, I'm getting confused with Chuck's character. There are several men who could be connected with him. The name Levi, I feel in my down to earth world there should be a specific person I should know, but I don't know him. I have heard the name before in high school, but I question if that is the specific person and I don't even know him or know what I should know of him. Lately, I feel more people in my literal down to earth world in my past high school life are some how involved with me and I can't see the clear picture.
I have yet to watch Tron too.
It is great that Bin Laden is dead. I watched so much and then I dozed off. I did catch up on the ending though of today's episode.
I laughed when Trump said it could be taken in so many different ways when Hope got fired.
I really want to talk more about it all. There is some compliment there even though we do not have identical looks, I take it as a compliment to have some comparison for both Hope and Latoya.
As for the rest of the women, there is still confusion. I sometimes see a little of myself in them and don't know if I'm really being systematically exaggerated with or what the agenda is of people I am with. I know it is not completely about me, but am aware that you are probably reaching some people in my world where you can say some things too, but I still feel left out of the loop.
Back to Latoya and Hope. I get some gist of it, but may have a misunderstanding or foggy interpretation of what it is that may be said. When Latoya was brought back in the scene, she had the Audrey Hepburn kind of persona. I take it as a compliment too, but even though there is some pages being read and acknowledgements made, I'm not quite sure we really are on the same page.
I definitely feel less demonized.
I definitely have felt demonized and wrongly accused before with the way some people have looked at me.
I wonder if some stars and actors really take themselves as a serious structured symbol or if they still personalize themselves?
I can see how her name and profession could be used within the bigger matrix for or against people and how other people could be tested off of her stardom.
I don't take back the 4th amendment.
I really am not out to demonize Latoya or Hope. I think it is possible that other people could see me in Latoya. I did throw a fit about being labeled as "a toy," or not taken seriously. I also cheered Akio Toyada on whenever there were Toyoda recalls. I'm already labeled as bipolar and crazy and have few chances of being taken seriously anyway, so hey, why not have my fit and cheer Akio on?
Have a mudpie:
I still do complain about the unfairness of it all when it comes to honesty, being taken seriously, and crime and punishment.
So, whether I suffer more cruel and unusual punishment or not, it is a great time to take advantage of my bipolar label.
Back to the subject.
I still don't know how I am ultimately labeled or viewed.
Through my independent jungle woman time, I still am pretty difficult to deal with. Sometimes, it still depends where I am, or I internally change my rules altogether if someone ever were to catch up in conversation one day to see what's happening.
Before, I really did not mind having female friends. I thought it was ok and normal. I really have had talk and debates literally about talking and friendships and relationships. One guy is hardcore into believing there is no such thing as women being friends. I can see that now.
I think it could be possible of me having distant friendships, but to ever be close or best friends with anyone again, no. After my life experiences, it just doesn't seem possible.
So, for Latoya to buddy up and teaming up with the guys, I could see myself as being that way. If I break someone else's rules of dating scene, groupology, friendships, I don't care. I still love my independence that much.
I did think Lil Jon was pretty fun in this episode. I don't know if he is connected to Jon Stewart though. If so, there are no shares in my book.
......Sticking with the subject. I don't know if there is being more asked, or if I should be expected to say more about the subject of workplace ethics.
Even in my own work experiences, even though I have not dated a coworker at places, I still sometimes feel interrupted through socialism in the workplace.
I don't really redirect it back at the fact that this is a small town.
I would rather keep bickering and say I see organized crime and corrupt socialism where I feel I can never win.
It is when I voice my opinion and make my own judgement, that there is a competition of judgement where I feel I am being demonized and accused of the "Hooker," label even though there is nothing to back it up and I know for myself that it is a lie.
Literally, none of the Trumps demonized her. She is seen as a playmate and there is a difference between playmates and hookers. I see it as being payed as an exhibitionist in the X-Rated world, even though there is no said literal sex going on.
They simply fired her, and there was no serious drama and she walked away.
In my own personal view, I don't think she should be doomed for life for a profession she chose in a period of her life. I'm a little worn out with all of the political talk and it is for her to worry about.
As for Latoya? I see a different perspective, but still confusion and no clear answer. She really doesn't have the reputation of a strip model that I'm aware of: she's known in the Jackson family. I still feel though, if I am being questioned personally, someone is either begging the question or there is some sort of hidden agenda that I don't get yet. Or there is some hidden drama and avoidance. Maybe there is a promotion or encouragement for other people that there is nothing wrong with being a modern day Audrey Hepburn. Maybe the Trump family wants to say old fashioned people or some sort of innocence about them should not have to die or be ignored. Maybe they should be appreciated still and that "getting with the times," is not taken so literally and that some aspects and parts of history is not wrong to repeat.
I don't know.
I'm brainstorming out loud.
As for Chuck, I'm getting confused with Chuck's character. There are several men who could be connected with him. The name Levi, I feel in my down to earth world there should be a specific person I should know, but I don't know him. I have heard the name before in high school, but I question if that is the specific person and I don't even know him or know what I should know of him. Lately, I feel more people in my literal down to earth world in my past high school life are some how involved with me and I can't see the clear picture.
Monday, March 7, 2011
Definitely humorous
Gary reminds me of my pappy. There is another town Gary that I've had a time with and he could be having a hate for me to say that he's my grandpa and giving me the middle finger. If my translation is accurate or not, I don't know, but I do know that I really do not like his sacreligious comments. Oh well.
Speaking of remarks, it does seem typical victimization games are going on. Among the women its more belittlement than specific problems. But, I guess maturity and even a personality can be a problem, but I've never liked socialism, have I? So, because of my dislike of socialism, I usually avoid criticizing another's personality. I think I may eventually be tried and tested over being a hypocrit over the issue of socialism. If I can try to be sophisticatingly strict at anything, I think its something I could try to stick to. But, my other complication of reasonable balance is there too. After that, it gets into more victimization of who the top dog will be to set the stage. ..................
I couldn't help but laugh at David. I don't completely understand my sister's and his chemistry. I really don't want to know it all, but I laughed when he called her his daughter.
As for Richard I see another connection with him. I think I'll be vague with this one because I can be selectively secretive. I don't want to be read the wrong way with sexuality either. I'm really wondering how this whole season of the apprentice is going to go. This will be an interesting watch. I think Jordan could be there too. I was friends with her cat one time, and it got really confusing. I'd call her a friend anyway, despite so many other reasons of women to be jealous with Dane. I have learned its difficult or impossible to be friends with someone who shares the same love interest.
I think Dane has already ran away already today anyway. Yeah, he goes AWOL on me all the time. No, I don't officially have him. I'm jealous, but in a sense of my suspicion I'm not taking it too personally, and it isn't a racist hate that I have against her. I really do blame the man. Life gets so twisted its impossible to say anything, call shots, or even try to let go during times I want to let go. Life is simply too twisted. Heartbreakingly twisted.
I won't take orders from her either. I don't know if he's my Delilah for life and its something I have to continuously deal and learn with.
I see some obviousness of another man I may have in my life right now. He could possibly be playing a game with me and another woman. There is a quietness that I can't yet explain. I can't recall everything. I feel there is a story that has not been completely read or comprehended.
I'll be the next: "As the Sarah Turns." Maybe I am getting set up for another wild karma game where everybody will be one with everybody in the end. I really don't know. I just hate that my life feels set up to say I'm no different.
Some are lighter and would compare it to a show the Bachelor or Bachelorette, of course the reality show is never real, but its fun to play with the idea. I simply feel uncomfortable when its not in my control; I'm clueless to who orchestrates it; I don't know what could be waiting for me; and I don't really like the way some surprises are. No wonder I ruin a lot of things.
But, back in relation to the Apprentice, I'm looking forward and wondering how this season will go.
Speaking of remarks, it does seem typical victimization games are going on. Among the women its more belittlement than specific problems. But, I guess maturity and even a personality can be a problem, but I've never liked socialism, have I? So, because of my dislike of socialism, I usually avoid criticizing another's personality. I think I may eventually be tried and tested over being a hypocrit over the issue of socialism. If I can try to be sophisticatingly strict at anything, I think its something I could try to stick to. But, my other complication of reasonable balance is there too. After that, it gets into more victimization of who the top dog will be to set the stage. ..................
I couldn't help but laugh at David. I don't completely understand my sister's and his chemistry. I really don't want to know it all, but I laughed when he called her his daughter.
As for Richard I see another connection with him. I think I'll be vague with this one because I can be selectively secretive. I don't want to be read the wrong way with sexuality either. I'm really wondering how this whole season of the apprentice is going to go. This will be an interesting watch. I think Jordan could be there too. I was friends with her cat one time, and it got really confusing. I'd call her a friend anyway, despite so many other reasons of women to be jealous with Dane. I have learned its difficult or impossible to be friends with someone who shares the same love interest.
I think Dane has already ran away already today anyway. Yeah, he goes AWOL on me all the time. No, I don't officially have him. I'm jealous, but in a sense of my suspicion I'm not taking it too personally, and it isn't a racist hate that I have against her. I really do blame the man. Life gets so twisted its impossible to say anything, call shots, or even try to let go during times I want to let go. Life is simply too twisted. Heartbreakingly twisted.
I won't take orders from her either. I don't know if he's my Delilah for life and its something I have to continuously deal and learn with.
I see some obviousness of another man I may have in my life right now. He could possibly be playing a game with me and another woman. There is a quietness that I can't yet explain. I can't recall everything. I feel there is a story that has not been completely read or comprehended.
I'll be the next: "As the Sarah Turns." Maybe I am getting set up for another wild karma game where everybody will be one with everybody in the end. I really don't know. I just hate that my life feels set up to say I'm no different.
Some are lighter and would compare it to a show the Bachelor or Bachelorette, of course the reality show is never real, but its fun to play with the idea. I simply feel uncomfortable when its not in my control; I'm clueless to who orchestrates it; I don't know what could be waiting for me; and I don't really like the way some surprises are. No wonder I ruin a lot of things.
But, back in relation to the Apprentice, I'm looking forward and wondering how this season will go.
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Finally
It has been a busy week.
But, I finally caught up on the show, and still missed the criticism and remarks about office partying. It leads me to be a little confused when Trump talked to Mahsa in the board meeting. She said, "I think Brandy brings personal issues in the workplace and I am here for business." I really appreciate Donald for giving her the opportunity to say that and also for acknowledging it despite other confusion.
I've written plenty of other blogs regarding the issue and I don't feel the need to elaborate.
I'll also give a smile to Trump for being a Supermodel in this last episode when he made a comment about Kathy Griffin picking on him for his hair.
He wanted to be the bigger person and role model with how to deal when people pick on you.
Donald Trump, for you it is a different story. You already realistically have the job, the title, and the life.
I have realistically been discriminated against. There are always different things to say and cover ups, but I have been criticized and discriminated to my face with my own body issues.
So, I think it's nice that you be the big person, but our life realities and situations are not the same.
I also reflected a little on an earlier episode. Sometimes, there is so much info that I don't always fit everything in. It was regarding Liza. Forgetting about a connection with my Aunt Lisa, I was bothered that she went with the statistics. Maybe she is just the type that does not like to fight or deal with some things, but I am bothered that she went with the statistics concerning her race. Maybe you think she was strong to be real with herself, but I hate that it is encouraged that people let themselves evolve with surroundings, statistics, and conformity. I evolve to things every so often in my own choice, but I really think she should have ignored statistics.
Anyway, I wanted to add more in there. Bon Jovi and MIA are usually going to remain my answer when it comes to controlling and territorial situations.
But, it was nice to have some interactions and moments with you.
Happy Holidays.
But, I finally caught up on the show, and still missed the criticism and remarks about office partying. It leads me to be a little confused when Trump talked to Mahsa in the board meeting. She said, "I think Brandy brings personal issues in the workplace and I am here for business." I really appreciate Donald for giving her the opportunity to say that and also for acknowledging it despite other confusion.
I've written plenty of other blogs regarding the issue and I don't feel the need to elaborate.
I'll also give a smile to Trump for being a Supermodel in this last episode when he made a comment about Kathy Griffin picking on him for his hair.
He wanted to be the bigger person and role model with how to deal when people pick on you.
Donald Trump, for you it is a different story. You already realistically have the job, the title, and the life.
I have realistically been discriminated against. There are always different things to say and cover ups, but I have been criticized and discriminated to my face with my own body issues.
So, I think it's nice that you be the big person, but our life realities and situations are not the same.
I also reflected a little on an earlier episode. Sometimes, there is so much info that I don't always fit everything in. It was regarding Liza. Forgetting about a connection with my Aunt Lisa, I was bothered that she went with the statistics. Maybe she is just the type that does not like to fight or deal with some things, but I am bothered that she went with the statistics concerning her race. Maybe you think she was strong to be real with herself, but I hate that it is encouraged that people let themselves evolve with surroundings, statistics, and conformity. I evolve to things every so often in my own choice, but I really think she should have ignored statistics.
Anyway, I wanted to add more in there. Bon Jovi and MIA are usually going to remain my answer when it comes to controlling and territorial situations.
But, it was nice to have some interactions and moments with you.
Happy Holidays.
Monday, December 6, 2010
Catching Up
I go through periods where it ranges how busy I am. Lately, I have been very busy. I still caught up on the last two episodes of the Apprentice show.
I reflected back on Pine Street yesterday while brainstorming in my wondering mind and I remember some things I had said years and years ago during my breakdown. I was angry and yelled at Josh and said that he was fired, or something along those lines. I did not realize how heavily I was being watched and still to this day do not understand, even back then, the people who were involved in my life and whatever reason it was that they watched me for. Anyway, very soon after I made the statement that Josh was fired, Trump came out with his show of the Apprentice where "You're Fired," is one of his most famous lines on the show. Maybe his family was just picking on me at the time. I really do not know, but I guess they thought it might have been funny or entertaining enough to carry on the line of "You're Fired." Several years later, I still do not see or understand the complete picture in my life.
Staying focused on just the show itself, I'm curious to see it to the end. In episode 11, there is not really a lot I have to discuss. It gives info though to keep up with the entire season's story.
I thought episode 12 was a little more entertaining. I was surprised to see that they brought back the entire cast, and in these last few episodes, I will not be able to see this Thursday's because I will be at my job. I will rewatch it though. Anyway, I still have yet to know everyone's identity that is in my world. Clint kind of looks like my cousin a little bit, but my guess could be off.
I'm not surprised and bothered with the religious box that I am put in. I don't know who writes the script. If Mahsa speaks for herself, it is for her sake that I don't condone. As for whoever is responsible for presenting me, I am mad, because even though it is still a show for entertainment, my reputation in business is still on the line. I feel like I am being labeled as being religious-based in business. I think there are definitely hawks out there who do not have an over all balanced perspective that just wait for me to say something that regards religion in some way to paint me to be some kind of religious nut. The pigeon holing and boxing once again bothers me.
They did acknowledge though that I do defend myself and may be wrong in interpretation of the mispelling, but I think they may be trying to tell me back that they acknowledge my thoughts in another argument as well even though it is not clearly broadcast.
Kathy Griffin. I have not really been paying attention to her a lot on her in the media. I pick up on some pieces of info in the media and I think she is part of the booby battle. I can see how people in high school or maybe even relentless or desperate women competing over a man with using the boob issue as part of their competition may use boobs to argue over something. However, it really isn't an agenda that I would choose to argue with.
Even though Kathy and other people may be favored or have a majority vote, I really have already lost respect for them and their crowd to make the booby battle such a huge argument. When I get in a serious fight, I use relevant and practical info in my battles. I use truthful info to back up my arguments.
I think its a trashy idea altogether regardless of how much class a person may present boobs to literally go to a war and make such a huge issue over breast size.
Regardless of the winner or "loser," I have already lost respect and think people are so sick with anger to use this low of a strategy for their war to win whatever.
I am curious to see how this last episode will go through and will have to catch up with it on another day to see how it works out.
I reflected back on Pine Street yesterday while brainstorming in my wondering mind and I remember some things I had said years and years ago during my breakdown. I was angry and yelled at Josh and said that he was fired, or something along those lines. I did not realize how heavily I was being watched and still to this day do not understand, even back then, the people who were involved in my life and whatever reason it was that they watched me for. Anyway, very soon after I made the statement that Josh was fired, Trump came out with his show of the Apprentice where "You're Fired," is one of his most famous lines on the show. Maybe his family was just picking on me at the time. I really do not know, but I guess they thought it might have been funny or entertaining enough to carry on the line of "You're Fired." Several years later, I still do not see or understand the complete picture in my life.
Staying focused on just the show itself, I'm curious to see it to the end. In episode 11, there is not really a lot I have to discuss. It gives info though to keep up with the entire season's story.
I thought episode 12 was a little more entertaining. I was surprised to see that they brought back the entire cast, and in these last few episodes, I will not be able to see this Thursday's because I will be at my job. I will rewatch it though. Anyway, I still have yet to know everyone's identity that is in my world. Clint kind of looks like my cousin a little bit, but my guess could be off.
I'm not surprised and bothered with the religious box that I am put in. I don't know who writes the script. If Mahsa speaks for herself, it is for her sake that I don't condone. As for whoever is responsible for presenting me, I am mad, because even though it is still a show for entertainment, my reputation in business is still on the line. I feel like I am being labeled as being religious-based in business. I think there are definitely hawks out there who do not have an over all balanced perspective that just wait for me to say something that regards religion in some way to paint me to be some kind of religious nut. The pigeon holing and boxing once again bothers me.
They did acknowledge though that I do defend myself and may be wrong in interpretation of the mispelling, but I think they may be trying to tell me back that they acknowledge my thoughts in another argument as well even though it is not clearly broadcast.
Kathy Griffin. I have not really been paying attention to her a lot on her in the media. I pick up on some pieces of info in the media and I think she is part of the booby battle. I can see how people in high school or maybe even relentless or desperate women competing over a man with using the boob issue as part of their competition may use boobs to argue over something. However, it really isn't an agenda that I would choose to argue with.
Even though Kathy and other people may be favored or have a majority vote, I really have already lost respect for them and their crowd to make the booby battle such a huge argument. When I get in a serious fight, I use relevant and practical info in my battles. I use truthful info to back up my arguments.
I think its a trashy idea altogether regardless of how much class a person may present boobs to literally go to a war and make such a huge issue over breast size.
Regardless of the winner or "loser," I have already lost respect and think people are so sick with anger to use this low of a strategy for their war to win whatever.
I am curious to see how this last episode will go through and will have to catch up with it on another day to see how it works out.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
smiling and perplexed
I do feel paranoid with Stephanie's character and I obviously can't solve the puzzle where it seems I have been fired since day 1, and at the end, Stephanie works at Rockport for the Trump name.
I am still confident in myself, but not so ridiculous to say I am more sophisticated and/or with a more complex intelligence. With numerous issues, pretentiousness and arrogance of others is one of them and even though I am queen of my own world, I still like to try to be humble when up against others who may be more sophisticated than me.
I really do not see the ultimate agenda of the show or what it is the Trumps are looking for and seeking.
In this specific episode, I am still puzzled in itself. I could see some of the ties that were being made, but I still consider it to be Matrix manipulation. It was a definite twisted contradiction when I said: "I am nobody's entertainment ot TV," as Jr had mentioned. It was really in a real workplace where I said it where it was relevant. It wasn't really verbalized to literally demand me to be entertaining, but when it came to competing in the specific workplace I am at, I am literally there to work and to be competitive over who is the best entertainer should not be a priority, focus, and really has no relevance to the job. This is how I am perplexed, and maybe he is just BSing about it not having any "common sense." There is no equal or adequate connection in comparison.
I take it as a major compliment though where he says I am being honest. I think character and ethics is a high priority, but it is among other priorities as well that I think I mentioned in an earlier blog of what I think is most important in my world.
I'm really not surprised with Stuart's comments. .............writing him off.....
In trying to see the complete picture of the show; I don't know why I am there. I don't know what the agenda is. I can't see the big picture. I do not understand it.
I am still confident in myself, but not so ridiculous to say I am more sophisticated and/or with a more complex intelligence. With numerous issues, pretentiousness and arrogance of others is one of them and even though I am queen of my own world, I still like to try to be humble when up against others who may be more sophisticated than me.
I really do not see the ultimate agenda of the show or what it is the Trumps are looking for and seeking.
In this specific episode, I am still puzzled in itself. I could see some of the ties that were being made, but I still consider it to be Matrix manipulation. It was a definite twisted contradiction when I said: "I am nobody's entertainment ot TV," as Jr had mentioned. It was really in a real workplace where I said it where it was relevant. It wasn't really verbalized to literally demand me to be entertaining, but when it came to competing in the specific workplace I am at, I am literally there to work and to be competitive over who is the best entertainer should not be a priority, focus, and really has no relevance to the job. This is how I am perplexed, and maybe he is just BSing about it not having any "common sense." There is no equal or adequate connection in comparison.
I take it as a major compliment though where he says I am being honest. I think character and ethics is a high priority, but it is among other priorities as well that I think I mentioned in an earlier blog of what I think is most important in my world.
I'm really not surprised with Stuart's comments. .............writing him off.....
In trying to see the complete picture of the show; I don't know why I am there. I don't know what the agenda is. I can't see the big picture. I do not understand it.
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Oh yes I did
Yes, I did tell someone to shut the F$#%! up.
I loved Mahsa's dressing attire at the end (wink wink)
naughty guys. I still have not made the choice to be an exhibitionist.
I really do not see what the ultimate agenda is getting at.
I do not know why I'm on the show other than the real idea of it being a literal show that is translated differently.
Brandy or Kate Hudson. YES, I AM BEING VERY DISLOYAL. IT IS INTENTIONAL.
Mr. Trump, if I was in a real work place performing a real job, my behavior might be a little different and I would expect that you should think that Kate or Brandy's behavior were different as well.
In a professional work environment, I do try to show professionalism, but when I see its more of a show, or really a different agenda where I do not think the socialistic setting is an actual match for a workplace, I really do not care.
If you really want me to be analytic, look at how you put the scatterings together. I think I'm talking to John Stewart, and it looks like Brandy wants to claim the name "Johnny." Rigging and rackateering happens all of the time, but in this specific example, the name was disguised, the setting was not the real place of where it happened.
I think it is a shame that it happens in my real work places and even educational places.
And a reminder about the class issue, class is not my highest priority. Competence, excelllent work, character (class is only a style), and humanitarianism are my personal highest priorities.
As for me being humanitarian? No, I don't have respect for Brandy/Kate/Leeza. I'm not ashamed to admit it either.
It is more of a defense and unwillingness to be their scapegoat. I hate the Mahsa was a pushover in the episode, but while I watched it, I said, "You're right that I'm disloyal and disrespectful."
One of my favorite songs "Papillon," has been blown. What a pearl and good secret of a song. You want to know why there was no contact info?:
I hate my life.
I am getting rigged, racketed, abused, and drowned constantly.
I suffer from a lot of inadequate judgement.
In a workplace, I usually do want to make effort to get along with people. BUT, when I deal with some people and see what they expect me to put up with, I unashamedly get self-centered. You were right on that judgement when it is about "me."
I was never trying to be a "team member," with any of the characters.
Like I said, I talk to commies all of the time. Controlled environments and rigging is nothing new to me.
I do not blame Mr. Trump in entirety. I blame the system, I blame corruption, lack of character, lack of honest backed-up and hard-worked judgement. I see mostly denial and laziness and ARROGANCE. UGH. ugh.
And since we are talking music and communism, I'll have another musical song:
I loved Mahsa's dressing attire at the end (wink wink)
naughty guys. I still have not made the choice to be an exhibitionist.
I really do not see what the ultimate agenda is getting at.
I do not know why I'm on the show other than the real idea of it being a literal show that is translated differently.
Brandy or Kate Hudson. YES, I AM BEING VERY DISLOYAL. IT IS INTENTIONAL.
Mr. Trump, if I was in a real work place performing a real job, my behavior might be a little different and I would expect that you should think that Kate or Brandy's behavior were different as well.
In a professional work environment, I do try to show professionalism, but when I see its more of a show, or really a different agenda where I do not think the socialistic setting is an actual match for a workplace, I really do not care.
If you really want me to be analytic, look at how you put the scatterings together. I think I'm talking to John Stewart, and it looks like Brandy wants to claim the name "Johnny." Rigging and rackateering happens all of the time, but in this specific example, the name was disguised, the setting was not the real place of where it happened.
I think it is a shame that it happens in my real work places and even educational places.
And a reminder about the class issue, class is not my highest priority. Competence, excelllent work, character (class is only a style), and humanitarianism are my personal highest priorities.
As for me being humanitarian? No, I don't have respect for Brandy/Kate/Leeza. I'm not ashamed to admit it either.
It is more of a defense and unwillingness to be their scapegoat. I hate the Mahsa was a pushover in the episode, but while I watched it, I said, "You're right that I'm disloyal and disrespectful."
One of my favorite songs "Papillon," has been blown. What a pearl and good secret of a song. You want to know why there was no contact info?:
I hate my life.
I am getting rigged, racketed, abused, and drowned constantly.
I suffer from a lot of inadequate judgement.
In a workplace, I usually do want to make effort to get along with people. BUT, when I deal with some people and see what they expect me to put up with, I unashamedly get self-centered. You were right on that judgement when it is about "me."
I was never trying to be a "team member," with any of the characters.
Like I said, I talk to commies all of the time. Controlled environments and rigging is nothing new to me.
I do not blame Mr. Trump in entirety. I blame the system, I blame corruption, lack of character, lack of honest backed-up and hard-worked judgement. I see mostly denial and laziness and ARROGANCE. UGH. ugh.
And since we are talking music and communism, I'll have another musical song:
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